Stupid Chit

Ok, so I'm really getting tired of hearing snide smart ass comments from people who have NO FRIGGIN CLUE about the pain or discomfort I am in all the time. Not only the snide smart ass comments, but the looks of disbelief as if I'm faking or making it up to get out of doing something or whatever. Well, I got news for those folks...next snide smart ass comment or look like that I get...they will get an earful from me. I'm tired of it. Let them friggin go through it and see how they feel. It's stupid petty childish bullsh*t is what it is and I'm about on my last straw with it!! Most all of you that will read this pretty much know me and know I don't complain about pain or discomfort, even if it's constant.

For instance, today at work, my neck began cramping...pulling my head and shoulder together (so I looked like some kind of gargoyle). Anyway, three different coworkers asked why I was standing like I was and I told them what was going on and all three times I got the snide smart ass comments or looks of disbelief. I'm sooooo about ready to tell anyone and everyone where they can go...and yeah, it's wayyyyyy down south! Wayyyy past the south pole...into the deepest darkest reaches imaginable. No, I won't do that b/c if I do, then they will win and it will give them the satisfaction of getting one over on me and it'll be a cold damn day in hell before I give them the friggin satisfaction. Or maybe I will, just to get it off my damn chest. Hell, I don't know what to do about 'em. I can't keep my feelings bottled up inside, but yet if I let them out, I'll be giving into them. So...I guess I'm just stuck between a rock and a hard place. And I'll just continue to come home and cry b/c I hurt so badly and b/c it hurts that noone believes just how bad it truly is.