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Not much is happening right now. I'm a little bit stressed out over finances, but then again, who isn't with this economy right? I've got to find something so I can pay my bills that are coming due. Anyone got a couple hundred bucks they can spare? Nope, didn't think so...I had to try! LOL

Anyway, hopefully things will start to look up for me this year. I thought 2006 was my year, it started out right, I had the right attitude...but it turned out to be a horrible year. Things began to look up for me in '07 and '08...then WHAM! Knocked right back on my tail bone! Owch! I'm telling ya, I don't think I could sink any further...at least, I hope not. Something's gotta give somewhere, somehow! I don't like being in this position. I'm depressed, stressed, strained, etc. I feel like I've lost my faith in things.

I've reached a plateau in my health, not getting any better, but not getting any worse either. Can't afford to get my meds so I'm having to stretch what I do have, which, doesn't help the pain. Anyone got any ideas? Or know of a job that isn't physically demanding? That's a big problem for me in trying to find another job...a job that isn't physically demanding due to my health. I no longer have the stamina that I used to have to be up and on my feet for long periods of time. I also can't sit for long periods of time either.

It sucks to be me! No money, no job, no life...*sigh* I'm just not happy.