Just A Rantin'

So, it was yet another bad day...emotionally anyway. I dunno here lately I've been super sensitive to everything and feel as if I could cry at the drop of a pin. Dont know why, or what's causing it. Guess it's just so pent up b/c I dont know what's going on with me and it's finally getting to me. But I just feel as if the whole world is out to get me. Almost like, everything or everyone would be better off if I just wasn't around. No, not thinking that...just maybe that I need some time away from everything and everyone and vice versa. Give it some space, see what happens when I return ya know? I dunno. Maybe once September gets here and I see the doc and we begin trying to figure things out, maybe it will all get better? And ya know what makes it worse? I'm now officially on vacation...hell of a way to start a week long vacation huh?

Anyway, last night (bowling night) I got my best game ever! A 180!! WOOHOO GO ME!!! Boy was I happy!! Oh yeah babe! I will scan in the printout of the game after I get back from the Kenny Chesney concert later this weekend. Yeah, now that's a start to a vacation also!! An awesome concert to kick it off. Then, gonna spend my vaca doing absolutely NOTHING! Or well, what I wanna do when I wanna do it. Well, me and Mama that is. Who knows what we'll do. Talked about a few lil day trips here and there maybe, who knows. Maybe I'll work some on the family tree thingy I just started, do some bowling practice, sleep the whole time...we'll see. So, if I don't post any this coming week, you'll know why! Well, I may come and post the bowling game printout if I get it scanned this weekend.