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So why is it that if someone asks me for help, I do all I can to help them? Yet, when I ask for help...I can't get it? What's up with that? How does that work? What ever happened to "you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours"??

It's no wonder I can't seem to get back on track. I HAVE TRIED AND I CAN NOT SEEM TO GET BACK ON TRACK ON MY OWN!!! I need help people! Is there *ANYONE* that is willing to "scratch my back" and help me out here?

I just LOVE it when someone tells you they will be there for you, help you out if you need it, etc...and then...when you need it they back down on that. That's what is wrong with the world today. People only care about themselves anymore. If it doesn't benefit them, they don't care. It's all for one and none for all and that's just plain wrong!

Unless, you get the media in on it and have a super sad story, noone is willing to help out just the plain person that needs it!

I got news for ya people...there are OTHERS that need help that have fallen through the cracks or seem to appear invisible! People you may not realize that need help...and when they try to seek out that help...again, they are invisible or their pleas go unanswered. Then...it's usually too late. They are just too far gone to help them anymore.

I feel like I'm getting there. I'm at the end of the rope and there is barely one little thread keeping me from falling. I'm at the edge of the cliff and the edge is slipping out from under my feet rock by rock. The pin sized light at the end of the tunnel is getting smaller and smaller and farther away. Every one step I take, the light moves about 5 more away. I don't know what to do anymore.

I need help. I *NEED* help. I NEED HELP! How many ways can I say it? How many times do I have to say it? What else can I do? Where else can I go? I have no more ideas what or how to do it.