Sunday, July 5, 2009

RE: Fakers

Well, I have had 24 hours to chill after that last post regarding the "fakers" in my life.

I have seen such a show of support from people that understand and do care enough about me to want to know "What's wrong?" or "Was it me?". I've learned in the past NOT to name names when I am venting my frustrations out through writing. And I still will not reveal names of anyone, but I know those persons know who they are...b/c if they are true human beings, they will feel it and KNOW they were the ones that created that explosion.

There truly are some special people in my life who want to help, who are there and who will do what they promise! Mama is one of those special people. She always has been and always will be! Holly, you have helped me alot...even though sometimes I have fallen through on my word, though not completely...I was just "late" getting to it! HaHa! Maggs, you're words of kindness and encouragement have helped to keep me from slipping downward. Vic, you also! Patrick and Carrie, who I have connected with in a kindred souls kind of way...and everyone else that has taken the time to respond and ask me "What the hell is going on?". THANKS!!!

It's still that time for a little re-arranging in my life. A little displacement of certain people and things. Things have got to change, and someone made me realize (Thanks Maggs!), that if they are going to change....I HAVE TO MAKE IT HAPPEN! I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO GET THE BALL ROLLING! And that's what I'm going to do! It may take some time...but it will happen...you just watch and see!

Ok, I feel better now, I'm happier and back to my normal self! Love you all!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

My dear, you are more then welcome! We are responsible for our actions, our reactions, and our capacity to enjoy life. We also allow folks to "make" us feel a certain way or not so yes ONLY YOU can make changes and remove folks who aren't helpful to you or keep those that are. God puts folks in our lives for a reason - just sometimes we miss it because we are looking for something else. Be happy, be you, be a good person and ALWAYS take the high road!! It's the path less traveled but it always pays off in the long run!! Be strong - it will shock people more then you know! :-)