Sunday, October 18, 2009

Content and Safe...

So...this morning I was sleeping deeply...and I do mean DEEPLY!! As in, so deep in sleep and dream that I didn't hear the TV turn on for the wake up timer! I'm not sure exactly what I was dreaming that had me so deep in dreamland, but all I know is I woke up content and feeling safe...and happy...with a smile on my face, perplexed, but smiling none the less. I wish I knew what that dream was exactly. All I can see in my mind's eye is that I was with someone that made me feel that way and I could still feel his arms around me...and he looked familiar. That's it. And now I can't shake that. Oh, and I was wearing sweats and a raggedy t-shirt that I wear when cleaning house, but I wasn't at home...I had been at my Aunt's house and we walked down the street. Ya know, the more I type the more I'm remembering! Funny how that's working out! Anyway...he was wearing a light blue, long sleeved jean shirt..unbuttoned with a black t-shirt underneath with something on it...I think the American Flag with something else, blue jeans, black shoes (couldn't tell if they were tennie's or boots) and a hat. And he had medium-dark brown hair. We were at his parent's house, where my Aunt and I had walked to...he came out of the house (as we were outside talking with his parents), hugged me and well, never let go. But yet I felt content, love, happiness and safety in his arms. Wild. Wish I knew who that was that made me feel that way and that if he truly does exist, that he would let me know so that maybe I can continue to feel like this. I like this feeling. It's wonderful and just what I need right now in my life.

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