Dumpsville

So it's been almost 3 months since I've posted anything. Just been in one of those "slumps".

Today, I sit here and I'm down in the dumps. Why? I have no idea. I just know that I'm a little depressed...and stressed. Wondering when will my life pick back up and get back on track? Like it was? How did I let this train called my life derail? And boy, what a train wreck it is!

I'm experiencing new pains and aches almost on a daily basis. Annoying things too! Other aches and pains are getting a little more achy and painful. All I want to do is stay in the bed and sleep or lay on the couch and sleep. I can't seem to get motivated anymore.

And on the motivation note...trying to find another pharm tech position is really driving me down. No one is hiring. I have even tried other places and no one is hiring...at least no one that is willing to work with my physical limitations. Oh sure, I could go to work at McDonald's or somewhere like that...and believe me, it's not beneath me to do so...but they wouldn't understand my situation and work with my physical limitations. Why wouldn't they? Because they have an EXTREMELY high turn-over rate for employees. And I do mean it's high. Why hire someone who has physical limitations that wants to work and earn their check and stick around when they can hire the teeny-boppers who want a check but not do the work?!? Makes perfect sense to me...how about you?

Anyway, enough on that band wagon. What I need is some kind of motivation. I need happiness to join my life once again. I need a crane to lift this train wreck of a life and place it back on the track where it belongs...where it never should have derailed from!

If anyone reading this knows of a position that is open that will work with my physical limitations...please feel free to let me know.