Well, I am still there...but, I've been thinking about going back to school. Thinking about digital photography. There is only one thing really standing in my way of that though...yep, you guessed it...$$$$$$!!! I need to find some way to see if there are any grants available for me to go...any help or ideas would be great!
I take alot of nature type pics...and, as you can see, doggy pics! But I think that if I go back to school, I can also learn how to better take portraiture type picss of people, and maybe animals too! I dunno...maybe work for a photography firm, then once I get the understanding of how the business works, go out on my own.
Since, I was basically told that I might want to look for another job...maybe it's time for a career switch. Who knows...I surely don't. I kinda feel like I'm back at square one, as I did before I found a direction to go healthwise.
Oh yeah, about that...still waiting waiting waiting on insurance to pre-approve the MRI. Nothing yet. Go figure...it's insurance! Gotta love it sometimes. Also, still waiting on the neuro to fill out my disability papers. I called them yesterday and spoke with his asst. and told him that next week is my last week and that I need that paper, PRONTO! He assured me he would check on it and call me when it was done and fax it back...what ya wanna bet that they misplaced the paperwork? Typical for a drs office alot of times.
Anyway, I went out last night for the first time in, heck I don't even know how long. It was ok...I was talked into it by 2 people, one of whom didn't show up (AHEM, I won't mention names, KDR! LOL) and the other who ignored me all night except for like 5 minutes. And when I asked that person (who also shall remain nameless, JC!!) why he ignored me, he said he didn't!!!! So, anyway...how does one take that? That's ok...at least I had Debbie to talk to!
Oh, and I did meet a new person, who is a nurse and said she would help me in anyway if I needed it. She works at Baptist and told me that if I needed anything to call her and she would help me...she's supposed to email me some information that she just took a continuing education course on about FM to help me more get more understanding. (I still don't think it's Lupus!) She was super sweet and right now, I do need all the help and support I can get!! She's willing to do anything to help me out. She made me feel pretty good about myself again, something I haven't felt in a long long time! Kept telling me how beautiful I was and how sweet I was, even though she had just met me. She said she kept wondering why I was looking so sad. I just told her I had alot on my mind all at once regarding my health, job and my heart.
My heart is another story, and another post for another time, I posted enough right now. Maybe later today or tomorrow, or sometime I'll spill the beans about my heart and THAT situation. That's a very tricky thing right now. So, ta-ta for now and watch for more posts to come.
Oh, and thanks to those of you that read this and that respond with encouraging and uplifting words! And I think you know who you are (nameless again, JT..love ya girl!!)
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